TOPIC: I don't know...

English is not my native language

Well as some of you guys might know,i was a member of this community a long time ago,and i've left due obvious reasons (trolling,rulebreaking and generally being a douchebag to people and admins).I've lost confidence with people i walked a lot to.Basically when i joined the server people started making death threats,and that was no pleasant at all.So i've decided to take a long break from this community to calm myself,and maybe you guys will be able to forgive me and my actions.

I honestly miss this community and i would like to return,but i don't know if you would be able to forgive what i did,or even if you want me in this community again.If you don't,well,i guess i'll have to find a new server,maybe a new game,something to kill my free time,etc

You did a bad thing and you apologise and move forward, someone might still strongly dislike/hate you but that is their own fault for not seeing what great you can become. Don't think about the people who live in the past, make some new friends that don't care about your past you. Everyone can become better, and I can almost say for certain that almost everyone has done something they regret, big or small. There are many people here in this community who are willing to look past your mistakes and give you another chance. But you have to do something too if you want to change for the better, it might not be easy, people might dislike you at the start, but just keep trying and you will see the good result!