TheXnator wrote:
The card where you try to act stupidly sorry and call yourself a cunt and shit doesn't make it better, it just makes it worse, trust me, I used it once.
All that it makes it look like you are doing is sucking up to us more and trying to pull a form of "victim" card to make us think you are truly so very sorry, more than is actually necessary. All we ask now is that you accept what you did wrong and reflect on what you did. Taking it to the forums and trying to gain sympathy isn't going to help you at all, and is going to make you look worse.
You did something wrong and you lied to us for months about it by not saying anything, now let the Lead Team decide in the meeting this week what to make of it and what to do.
If what was said to you makes you feel bad, then that is good, as that was the idea, to make you reflect and regret what you did, and for you to realise not to repeat your mistakes.
For once in my life I agree with xnator.