TOPIC: About why i sound depressed...

A lot of you in the TTT server will know about me but for you others this will just show who cares and can relate. I am depressed sadly and have a social anxiety. I realised this when i was 11 such a young age to become depressed i know. I became depressed by being someone who hurts people you know the people who say kill yourself and everything and just abuse people in the servers. Since i was young i didn't realise how much that can hurt people and i started feeling absolutely horrible when it started happening to me too. So i few years later and i now don't even been alive. The social anxiety was from school. I was bullied and was forced to never speak. So i have had that i think my whole life really and now i feel like killing myself because i'm so very lonely and feels like no one has the time to talk to me or because they don't care if i was to commit. I'm not posting this for people to feel sorry for me i want people to realise we all only live a childhood once and mine was wasted. It feels like i did this to my life on purpose and i have not deserved what has happened to me. I am thankful for everyone who is actually there for me and that tries to help. I have met a lot of people who are like me all over gmod that gets abused for nothing and has to put up with their own life too i get it too. I have been so quiet and depressed for so long that it has became impossible for me to hide my depression this probably isn't going to get seen by many people but to the people who do see it and is someone who tells people to kill themselves i'm just going to say don't you will end up like me just barely alive but to the people who are alike me and has had the same happen to them Don't let what people say get too deep into you. Even if its something small it still affects you. Hope everyone has a great life..

Nobody knows who you are anyway, lol, good luck with your future endeavours

Hurting yourself is never the answer. But what you should do is change yourself and never think about your past. Yes you are young but you need to step up and move on with a smile my dude and we all do that kind of mistakes by telling people "KYS"

about the bullies you can fuck them up . or call me and i'll Thunderhammer their ass just for you my dude

Teach them whoose the boss. if they kept doing that just fight them or snitch on them

Slashioo wrote:
After reading that it wouldn't surprise me if you came out and said you get terrorised in school too.

Nafe wrote:
What the hell is your problem exactly?

Slashioo wrote:
I get bullied in school so I use it to pressure people in zarp to do stuff for me

sounds like you need a training montage

Nafe wrote:

2lazy2read but have fun dude

Nahmir wrote: