So basically I have only told a few people about this but I haven't really fully explained.
To begin with this has took at least a year to be fully sorted, it's still ongoing. Recently I have been going to a place called the "Gem Center", because I have recently been diagnosed with Asperger's Syndrome
Asperger syndrome (AS), also known as Asperger's, is a developmental disorder characterized by significant difficulties in social interaction and nonverbal communication, along with restricted and repetitive patterns of behavior and interests. (Basically Autism)
It's really hard for me to have a proper conversation with people without going off topic, I also lose my temper a lot and telling people about this is helping me due to the fact that it's something I need to stop hiding and actually tell people about this.
I also find it hard to be "Normal" as I'm always teasing people trying to get a reaction and do a lot of tedious things that can harm people in such brittle ways.
I needed to get this off my chest, I hope you can all understand
Best Regards
~Gody / Jack
Special thanks to Raifster, Raeker