TOPIC: My darkness...

Well it's hitting winter now and I am really depressed and fucked all the time I have come to the point of suicide multiple times. I am not going to do it because I feel good. All now I want is to get unbanned of teamspeak and keep my life on no more drugs j am sure that I am going to quit... that is an great opurtunity to quit I have been getting an job and apartment soon


The new changes:

I am going to change now. Before I was not sober and I was not thinking clearly since now I am getting an job and apartment that keeps me away from more problems I am getting more mature by the days hopefully you believe me this time I know I won't get your attention so I need to show proof and stuff of me changing! I am going for my staff ranks on ssrp and I am going to grind the f1 system going to be the highest f1 counter. I would also be handling forum request if when I get admin and other stuff. I would help out the lead team and stuff that is what I am going to do!

edgy bruv

Mr Ping wrote:

Yeah...

Hey, if you ever need to talk about anything or just need to dump on some one, that's what I'm here for!

Love you! <3

XxmasterxX wrote:
Need a change of mind buddy, remove negative stuff

Also about suicide remember what I said that night "Roll me a spare joint in hell'

So dont bother cause your gonna get clean and sort shit out!!

Great to hear you're going for an improvement. You used to be a great staff member, and although I cannot trust you I do notice how you've been going back to the 'you' that was an actual, great guy.

Good luck man - I'm sure you can do it.

What drugs u trynna quit lol, you are portraying yourself as some sort of crack addict with all that edgy shit.

Wiz_Khalifa wrote: yesterday I did 3 and a half marijuanas

Glad to hear thtis, always here for you buddy if you need to talk!