TOPIC: I reached the end .. ! (i might be leaving ..)

Yes . as the title says , im leaving Im totally sick of the immature parts of this community and the SSRP server itself , not to say this place is bad no , you guys gave me the Moments i had in gmod like i never had that fun in Gmod as i spent 1k hour from gmod on zarp .. id guess its time to say it ends here . and just to clarify those haters , Yes , i am resigning my admin position
Allowing u flooding the server with what the fuck ever some of these rule breakers want .
The things i really hated about this server
- The worst economy i ever seen
- Totally unbalanced gameplay (No one is using pistols and such except Sniper likes , m9k guns are the worst in the workshop F2S are better )
- The way in getting money is totally bad Role played
- It comes for a moment that you need 2 staff to clear out something cuz of rule breakers flooding (took me a total 1 hour to take out 6 Mass mass mass RDMers switching from ALT accounts and keeps changing names)
- Having explosives in the game is the worst idea i ever seen , in the other places you get to actually use lockpicks and crackers , in here a tgun is used for 1v1 close combat , for me thats totally breaking fearrp and failrp
The things i didnt like about the community :
- Some people are immature to death
- Racism all around the place and Disrespect (especially against staff members)
- Fucked up relation Ships (sorry for the swears there isnt any way to describe the bad way in these people (exclude the great people and im not meaning direct offense )
- If you do ur job as a staff member insta demote request for the guy being salty ..

For all the time i had in zarp it was all good and i never seen such a great community from its great sides but when it becomes to hate for me doing the good no thanks keep this part to u . i tried and kept trying but The way people ganging up on a staff member .. or personally for me perma banning someone for racism quarter of the server ganged up on me .. please do you know how even hard is it being a staff member ?

I wont be doing a thank list though a small one for the people who had a light in my heart
Jordan (a really really really great guy , if you ever needed someone to talk with head and massage him)
Anna ( a great (girl / guy idk actually im still confused) i had great moments in that jail break event with you !)
Gmod troller ( had some seriously funny moments with ya thanks for that buddy !)
Clarky ( we might had some problems from moment to another tho you srsly gave me fun playing in this server)
Jabbe ( Pro player , had a great time with him RPing together , i still remember that time i tried to get you that nuke buddy !)
HellForce ( had troubles after me backstabbing you , a serious problem though thank you for the moments you been with me)
Holly banker ( just a great SA staff member , had some fun times (especially that time kidnapping me as the mayor xD)
James stone ( We are friends to the bones , thanks for everymoment man ! )
wonky ( we only met like in the limit of 2.5 months tho such great moments with you )
Special thanks To ALL TOAO and BIB members ( had a great great great time with you guys Especially you Yuno !!)
Mobile (AKA dimitri) , (pro player had some real fun time with u ! )
Another great chance to all the lead team and the staff in general ( thank you for ur great time ! )
Juan (Homie D) , (i remember that fun moments with u i hope it will happen again ! )
Cody ( great guy , always supportive and helpful in the right time ! )
MrsRevine ( A great girl i had a great time with you , tho i still own you that casino dupe )
OnionRings ( thanks for unbanning me xD when i banned myself by a mistake and for all the time we had thx !)
Mixerz , bro ali , Flex ( you guys are the best quick-move-Killing-Funny type men i ever seen thanks for these moments !)
Diego ( a great guy !! i love you so much ! )

I know this might be soooo long to read so please take this personally that im sick of this Game mode i cant even get any more fun of it even RPing with that economy and unbalanced Gameplay became unbelievably unreal and impossible !

TL;DR Thanks for every for ur time and moments u gave me in this community <3

I might be leaving with a high possibility of Yes .. sadly D:
In the way that im a staff member , do not take out my rank as i seriously dont know if im completely leaving .. i will tell a staff member about that
Just thank you guys for this time in this community , i loved everyone to bits for all the time i spent here . so please stay high you dont know who you are making smiling all day who you are Inspiring ! whose hero are you ?
Never ever Let anyone get you down ! and always keep trying until you reach ur goal or the best of what you achieved !
Every step you did is a progress in your life . so Everytime make it happier and ALWAYS STAY POSITIVE and ignore the haters And always remember Leave your fears behind !

Thanks everyone for their time again , im out of words in how to describe this and how sad is it to me leaving this community , i hope the reason why im leaving changes ( serious real life trouble , sorry secrets ) so Please enjoy all your next time in your life and always stay positive !
thanks for reading !

Stay strong, I love you

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