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Paramontana's Confession 8 years 8 months ago #190887

Paramontana's Confession

This goes out to all the people that play Zarp and once trusted me with everything.
on the 1st of September i was sent a program by a player from another server outside of this community that allows you to bunny hop in any server.
My curiosity got a head of me and i decided to use it.
And sadly i liked it and it was so much fun, i used it to jump around in the admin box in server 1 till i reached speeds that are not able to be reached if you are a legit b hopper.
I have also used this in server 2 while being cloaked, i am always online and i just got so bored as no one was Rping i just started hopping trying to jump from roof to roof without falling off.
Today i was confronted by Chute and Redpowder i told them immediately i had the hack but that i did not use it on the zarp server. That right there was a straight up lie.
I in deed use it on the server and i do regret using it.
I kept on this lie for 1 hour or so and even lied to the rest of lead team.
I knew that they could see that i used a hack because i had acces to the anti cheat my self and i could see that i successfully Bhopped 8 times multiple times in a row. I kept on the lie Because i panicked.
I have ADHD and Assperger syndrome, i want to tell every one this is not a excuse and i will never use my disorder and syndrome as a excuse

Because of my ADHD i some times can be impulsive which means i decided to go for the lie instead of thinking things trough and just confess. My Asspergers causes me to panic and get really nervous when confronted with something.
I Panicked and i lied and i lost a lot of trust by doing that.
after that 1 hour i decided to confess to Chute first then to Tigzter and then to the entire Lead team HA and above.

I have sinned and i have Confessed and i will take what ever punishment will be given to me

Break a rule break a leg Today i break a leg

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Paramontana's Confession 8 years 8 months ago #190890

Its not that bad, could have been worse but gg for being honest.	HGX Offline Junior Boarder EX-SSRP Administrator Posts: 192 Thanks received: 23 Karma: -5
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Paramontana's Confession 8 years 8 months ago #190892

You are still my hero man	Walter HWITE Offline Gold Boarder Posts: 2361 Thanks received: 354 Karma: 4
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Paramontana's Confession 8 years 8 months ago #190898

Everyone messes up, important thing is you learn from this experience, good on you for confessing this.	Morgan Offline Legendary Member Posts: 15970 Thanks received: 6527 Karma: 105
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Paramontana's Confession 8 years 8 months ago #190899

Para Para Para Well Demm i love u confession post dude i think it will be alright love from xxmasterxx U had To do something when your Boerd but this was mabye little 2 much Hope u wont get cm banned or demoted and will stop using it so luv	XxmasterxX Offline Diamond Boarder PartyKing! Posts: 3988 Thanks received: 714 Karma: -3
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Paramontana's Confession 8 years 8 months ago #190905

That leg quote makes no sense lol	Granny Offline Senior Boarder yo Posts: 347 Thanks received: 216 Karma: 8
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Paramontana's Confession 8 years 8 months ago #190908

You confessed and that takes a lot of guts for some people I respect you for doing that man and I can clearly see you have learnt from your mistakes all that's left to do is remove the hack completely from your computer so you are not tempted if you haven't already	_Max Offline Former Community Manager Sup Posts: 2666 Thanks received: 1002 Karma: 15
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Paramontana's Confession 8 years 8 months ago #190910

Anyways i think he deserves to be forigven.	bvr Offline Banned 2D Posts: 919 Thanks received: 236 Karma: -4
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Paramontana's Confession 8 years 8 months ago #190912

I really respect that you are willing to post it here on the forums letting people know that you are sorry for what you have done	Keith Cozart Offline Former Community Manager The one and only Keith Cozart Posts: 3762 Thanks received: 1083 Karma: 6
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Paramontana's Confession 8 years 8 months ago #190925

Bunny Hopping isn't even hard, just keep timing the space bar and strafe and boom you jump faster than anyone in the server can run, ive once reached a really high speed and passed a FORD Raptor. Its not hard at all just practice but im sure the community will forgive you and it's even better that you posted it here to show us that you can be honest and trusted	GmodTrolla Offline Diamond Boarder Posts: 4590 Thanks received: 805 Karma: -88
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Paramontana's Confession 8 years 8 months ago #190943

The bhop isn't the issue.
It's the fact you lied. The lead the confronted you and you attempted to weasel your way out of this by lying. How can we trust you if you lie to chute and red directly. How do we know this is the whole truth and you haven't tailored your confession in an attempt to conceal any more issues you may have caused.

The truth is I can't trust someone who lies in an attempt to save his ass.

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Paramontana's Confession 8 years 8 months ago #190959

Good on you for telling the truth! Eventually Come on ZARP bhop and learn bhop on there I'm sure you'll be forgiven sometimes this stuff happens and you can't stop it	Aidan New Name Banter Offline Diamond Boarder Posts: 3816 Thanks received: 455 Karma: -11
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Paramontana's Confession 8 years 8 months ago #190967

Most people hack = Permanent ban Para hacks = "oh its ok at least ur brave enough to say" JS.	exrobite Offline Loyal Boarder dont have a cow man Posts: 8905 Thanks received: 2489 Karma: -31
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Paramontana's Confession 8 years 8 months ago #190969

We still love you Paramontana.	Jordz Offline Marvelous Boarder More Scottish than Aidan himself Posts: 10795 Thanks received: 2237 Karma: 129
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Paramontana's Confession 8 years 8 months ago #190978

Would call you a filthy cheater but bhop aint that bad imo and if you only used it in the ways you told us it aint even bad at all. But however you lied and it will take time to regain that trust.	Bilbo Swaggins Offline Gold Boarder -snip- Posts: 2028 Thanks received: 413 Karma: 27
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Paramontana's Confession 8 years 8 months ago #190981

so that's what you where doing on my roof the other day and why you where gone so fast	kat Offline Junior Boarder i am kat Posts: 145 Thanks received: 22 Karma: 4
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Paramontana's Confession 8 years 8 months ago #191009

I love how some people make such a big drama out of it and in the end it's Bunny hop. xD

Yeah I totally see how that's a reason to go nuts.

Pls stop. Para is one of the few staff members i still like. And that's for a good reason and i don't believe that will ever change cause he is such a great guy. Even after he used a bunny hop script or whatever the fuck, he apologized cause he felt bad.

And If it makes you upset that he lied or some shit like that, just think of this alright:
You are employed, and you fuck something up in your Job and you have the chance to hide it cause no one will probably see it OR you can report it and probably be fired.

It would make me upset If Para did these mistakes like weekly and is like a total minge abusing his powers, but that is not the case. It's ParaMontana god damn it!

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Paramontana's Confession 8 years 8 months ago #191019

I Love U Para. And Everyone Loves You Ik. Ur Just Special Man. This Is Not A Big Problem	HellForce Offline Gold Boarder Pay 3.99$ To See This Text Posts: 2235 Thanks received: 458 Karma: 18
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Paramontana's Confession 8 years 8 months ago #191020

HellForce wrote: I Love U Para. And Everyone Loves You Ik. Ur Just Special Man. This Is Not A Big Problem "Ur Just Special Man." Just gonna say that that isn't the best choice of words and sounds quite offensive.	SorIe Offline Marvelous Boarder Posts: 10833 Thanks received: 4290 Karma: 401
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Paramontana's Confession 8 years 8 months ago #191022

Kristofferson wrote:

The bhop isn't the issue.
It's the fact you lied. The lead the confronted you and you attempted to weasel your way out of this by lying. How can we trust you if you lie to chute and red directly. How do we know this is the whole truth and you haven't tailored your confession in an attempt to conceal any more issues you may have caused.

The truth is I can't trust someone who lies in an attempt to save his ass.

I am very sorry to hear that you cannot trust me anymore i hope in due time in the future you will be able to trust me again. and come to me with any problems you experience within the Zarp SSRP community

Exrobite Wrote:

Most people hack = Permanent ban

Para hacks = "oh its ok at least ur brave enough to say"

JS.

I should not be treated any different from any other normal user
JS

Bilbo Swaggins Wrote:

Would call you a filthy cheater but bhop aint that bad imo and if you only used it in the ways you told us it aint even bad at all. But however you lied and it will take time to regain that trust.

I fully understand your point Bilbo and i will work hard and try to regain the trust that is lost. thank you for your words

Nerdlord Wrote:

"Ur Just Special Man." WTF MAN GOT NO RESPECT FOR U NOW

I am very sorry to hear that you lost your respect in me and even though you are not a admin or staff. i hope you will trust me in the future because people like you make zarp enjoyable and funny.

And to all the others that still support me and believe in me
Thank you so much for being here for me and it means the world to me thanks again!

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