Paramontana's Confession

This goes out to all the people that play Zarp and once trusted me with everything.
on the 1st of September i was sent a program by a player from another server outside of this community that allows you to bunny hop in any server.
My curiosity got a head of me and i decided to use it.
And sadly i liked it and it was so much fun, i used it to jump around in the admin box in server 1 till i reached speeds that are not able to be reached if you are a legit b hopper.
I have also used this in server 2 while being cloaked, i am always online and i just got so bored as no one was Rping i just started hopping trying to jump from roof to roof without falling off.
Today i was confronted by Chute and Redpowder i told them immediately i had the hack but that i did not use it on the zarp server. That right there was a straight up lie.
I in deed use it on the server and i do regret using it.
I kept on this lie for 1 hour or so and even lied to the rest of lead team.
I knew that they could see that i used a hack because i had acces to the anti cheat my self and i could see that i successfully Bhopped 8 times multiple times in a row. I kept on the lie Because i panicked.
I have ADHD and Assperger syndrome, i want to tell every one this is not a excuse and i will never use my disorder and syndrome as a excuse

Because of my ADHD i some times can be impulsive which means i decided to go for the lie instead of thinking things trough and just confess. My Asspergers causes me to panic and get really nervous when confronted with something.
I Panicked and i lied and i lost a lot of trust by doing that.
after that 1 hour i decided to confess to Chute first then to Tigzter and then to the entire Lead team HA and above.

I have sinned and i have Confessed and i will take what ever punishment will be given to me

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