Name - Sam the Sausage
STEAM-ID - STEAM_0:1:97798381
Admins name - Aqua
Reason - Recent punishments
Server - SSRP
Time - 1 week, (extended to 1 month)
Story - First and foremost here is a sincere apology for the trouble I have caused not just in the past weeks or months, but in my entire playtime here on this server. All the rulebreaks, disrespect, lying, once even cheating, and being quick to point the finger and not take responsibility for my faults. I understand that many people don't like me, and I have been trying these past weeks to really change myself for the better, and after I started getting warnings again, it all fell apart. As I've said before, change takes time, I have been unbanned for almost a month since that 3 week ban, and I was actually starting to see change.
Let me explain what happened to make me fall apart. I was doing great, I had 2 recent warnings and I was not breaking rules, until one night, I joined S1, and I decided to bug Doombringer and Hamzah, which wasn't right. I kept fucking around and trolling around the server when they were trying to do their jobs, Hamzah made a report on me that I threw a TV prop at him, which I did, and it did 1 armor damage to him. I got warned for this and I was very mad about it, then I became a cop and redhurt killed Hamzah when he entered his house, red became wanted and I did not arrest him, then Doom sees me and red in another building while he is still wanted and warns me for being a corrupt cop. This is only the beginning of me starting to fall apart. A couple nights later I join S3 and go over to the mines, I M202 the mine dupe from the suburbs and I damage Forgotten Reaper doing 37 damage to him, I get a warning for this and I tried explaining to them that I didn't mean to hurt him and that it was the poor design of the dupe that was the reason I damaged him.
That wasn't really an excuse because I shot the rockets into a huge gap into the mines, I did not kill anyone or aim to, but I do accept that warning. Doombringer actually warned me verbally to stop doing shit before I get myself into more trouble, but I ignored him and continued on, I matadored the mines this time, and did 11 damage to Doombringer. I get another warning for the same reason and I decide not to stop. I became really upset at this point and walked into mines and started pushing Forgotten Reaper away from the rock by running into him, he gets out his gun and does /me for me to leave. I back away and pull out a gun, then I am promptly warned for FearRP. Those warnings and my actions at those points really made me give up all hope of me ever being able to stop getting warned.
Now this brings us to this ban, I join S3, and start disrespecting other players like Morgan and Emmitt, I keep telling xInsaneSamurai that Emmitt is a dickhead and that you can't have a conversation with him without being disrespected. Then I tell Emmitt that Morgan is a "bitch boy" because Emmitt told me that Morgan thought I was cheating, which just turned out to be the killfeed script joke. Now, Emmitt is told what I said to Samurai and he starts following me around at the Burger King, I do /me for him to stop, so I walk away from the Burger King and over in front of the gas station, and Emmitt walks behind it, so then I walk back towards the Burger King and I am on the small road between the two, Emmitt walks out from behind the gas station exactly where I was walking and so I kill him, because I thought he was following me. Then Aqua tp's me and says he was watching the whole thing, so I am then promptly banned.
A week was fine for me, I accepted the week ban, but I was still mad because I thought they had baited me into breaking the rules, which again was just me pointing the finger. But when I made that appeal, Morgan, Aqua and Para decided to extend the ban to a month, and this was off a ban that is almost 2 months old now, the 3 week ban expired on the 13th of June, and that was my most recent ban up until now. I got 9 recent punishments to get myself banned this time and I admit, I was not trying to the best of my ability not to break the rules. I said this was the last appeal I would make, and as of now I have put in about 50 minutes to this appeal.
Firstly to Emmitt, Man, we've had this dumb feud going on since you joined and became a mod, can we just end this and make up? We don't have to be friends, it just is causing issues. Secondly, Doombringer, I am sorry for all the times I said you were a shit staff, insulted you in front of the server, and tried to make a mockery of you. I was just salty that you were warning me for my rulebreaks, I understand that your warning style is scrict, but again, I should be following the rules. Thirdly, Aqua, I am sorry for whenever I join, I flame you in the group saying stuff like "You're Emmitt's butt buddy" and shit like that, again, I was just mad that you were warning me for my rulebreaks. Finally, the biggest apology, really needs to go to Morgan, I've known you for a good long time man, and I know you are trying to help me, we had a long talk on the TS last night for about two hours and you really opened up to me what needed to change with my behavior on the servers. I always say that you lied to me saying that you'd help me stop rulebreaking, but I didn't make an attempt to come to you and talk about it in the first place. You really showed me that my biggest problem is taking responsibility for what I've done, and that really does show now. I said this was my final appeal, and it is. I am really hoping that you can take this into consideration because I really have been thinking about this all day today.
Thank you everyone for being such a great community n these past 2 years and 9 months, and if this does end up being the end of me for a while, I just want to let you all know that you guys really have changed this community and you have changed me as a person as a result of it. And I thank you all for that.
Proof - Any proof on a video/screenshot that clearly show what happened?
Extra information - I do not want Morgan handling this appeal.
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