TOPIC: SSRP Voids unban appeal

Story-
I bought a timed c4 In a shop and decided to troll and be an idiot and plant it in spawn I went to plant it in spawn everyone was just surrounding it then it blew up and killed us all. I then got tped to a roof by an admin which only banned me for 2 days since it was christmas in 2 days. 1 day later I discovered hacking the hack was smeghack.lua I thought it was very good I then thought It would be a good idea to family share and ban evade I was fine and it was 2 hours after my ban had ended but I still hadn't gone on my main so Tyler Durden and Doombringer decided to raid us cause they were fishy about me hacking they raided us and I decided it would be smart to use aimbot against them. As soon as they both died they froze me then they decided to tp to me and they said ''Hello, Void why are u ban evading'' I then told them my ban has ended but they realized I was doing it even when I was banned and I had been playing on it for more than a day. They then permanently banned both accounts, I was very depressed and decided to create another alt account so I has something to do and play Tyler then banned me again and I did this around 3 more times and dug myself a bigger hole. i then created a bigger alt account that did not get banned for a long time. Tyler knew it was me and kept digging for proof he got alot of people to gather proof and get recordings of dodgey things I would do and say. Tyler is a very smart guy very very smart I knew this. I knew I couldnt keep this secret forever unless he gives up so I stopped going on ssrp to stop them getting proof against me. But this just helped him because he saw my alt was never online but my main was this made him more suspicious, then crystal came in and a few others. Crystal gave proof I know this cause he gave me the links. This was not enough proof though. This got tyler to the point where he was literally 100% sure I was ban evading. Then I made the mistake of going on the zarp teamspeak with 2 different names they compared my client id and saw it was the same this was enough proof for them to ban me. To this day i regret it because if i didnt plant that timed c4 I would still be on the server.

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I am very sorry for what im done I miss the days of playing with my friends and meeting new people I can no longer communicate with people i knew from zarp since they all think im a disgrace. I would love to come back to the community I have definetely learned my lesson and am deeply deeply sorry for what i have done. I have waited enough time to realize I am very bored without the server. it is not fun to not be able to play the only good dark rp server that actually has friendly players and staff and stable rules. I dont think what i did is acceptable, but I wont do it again my firends miss me alot and I wish I could just play the server again. I will not ever make tihs mistake again since i want to enjoy the zarp community with my friends again.

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