TOPIC: [SSRP Ban Appeal - Sp00ns]

Name - What is your in-game name? Spoons
STEAM-ID - What is your STEAM-ID? STEAM_0:0:50708105
Admins Name - Who banned you/who might it be? (FAdmin) Nafe (STEAM_0:0:80532056) Banned spoons (STEAM_0:0:50708105) (permanent) (Mass Racism and Harassment Towards Users)
Reason - What is/might be the reason that you got banned? above
Server - What server did you get banned from? ssrp
Time - How long were you banned for? permanently
Story - What happened? So basically i joined the server and yaman was on after losing a nuke to us i told him he should get better at the game and had some laid back ingame trash talk which isn't that bad but it escalated pretty quickly and some things we're said that shouldn't of been said i think everyone was doing a little bit too much but thats besides that i wanna be the bigger man and apologize for what i said it shouldnt get this edgy besides some healthy gang drama i admit that i shouldnt of said some things to yaman that could possibly hurt him and i was too emotionally distressed that i had to go this low and make fun of him like that im really sorry i hope we can one day squash the beef when you're also back from your vacation on zarp maybe we could even be friends
To chute and nafe
i personally apologized to chute and nafe for making them have to go through logs and waste their times on this petty stuff and i would like to apologize again for making you deal with my stupidity i've reflected on what i did with my close friend 350 and we came to the conclusion that nothing should escalate outside of zarp its just a gmod server and we're all trying to have fun and kill time i would also like to apologize to ceo of business and onionrings
i would also like to apologize to the ssrp community for betraying your trust in me
i would like to apologize to the whole cm team in general for having to deal with this whole situation that should've never happened i hope yaman and anyone included sees this apology and chooses to accept it, i wrote it sincerely from the bottom of my heart i meant no harm and never tried to offend anyone with my silly humor
Proof - Any proof on a video/screenshot that clearly show what happened?
Extra Information - Any thing you think may be relevant to your ban.

spoons is a man of god

handling

is a kind soul he was just misguided by his ungodly thoughts (no longer he has repented)