Name - What is your in-game name?
Sinz
STEAM-ID - What is your STEAM-ID?
STEAM_0:0:3818233
Admins Name - Who banned you/who might it be?
TheXnator
Reason - What is/might be the reason that you got banned?
Exploiting and consistently tricking new players for personal gain
Server - What server did you get banned from?
s1
Time - How long were you banned for?
Perm
Story - What happened?
Hello everyone as ceo told me that I had to make an effort on this appeal I decided to redo one but by globalizing everything from the beginning to the end consider this as my final assessment of this appeal where I am going tell everything about my feelings, my intentions, my experience during this ban, my opinion etc. this appeal will be the most important of all because I have to draw my conclusion from what I would have thought of all this and want to show you all that I have really changed compared to before
The beginning
After I got banned I decided to move on and not make the same mistakes again by first asking to know the process to have the chance to get unbanned.
From what I remember he suggested to me to wait which is logical but above all to familiarize myself with the Pointshop server which I did with almost 1 month of activity or even more (I don't remember).
I was able to show that I was active on the zarp servers as well but that I was benevolent towards the pointshot players since they or some of them don't know me completely I was able to make friends with them and play with joy and good humor was my attention I wanted to show everyone that even if I could play on SSRP server my attention to be active on zarp platform was still there with the desire to improve myself mentally.
Shortly after that I made an appeal on it and I was made to understand that the behavior I had shown on the pointshot servers was not quite veridict and that I understand that's why after I I was active either on discord or forum but more on the forum which allowed me to show live my change and my desire to want to familiarize myself again with the community.
Finally by following the advice of others and showing what the staff members want me to do I was able to do and show what the staff expected of me and that only made me improve on myself and on something else.
My opinion
this ban I didn't take it badly this break made me feel good mentally and physically since from my experience I will say after that I really needed it especially with the mental pressure that some players put on me which pushes me to ruin my experience of games and to constantly harass me whether in the games or on the forums at the beginning I entered their games but in the end I learned to ignore them like anything else that is not worth no need to debate and now remain kind to others even if the remark is sarcastic, ironic or mean, I would not give in to that and it is one of the points where I improved but I will say more about it later
My Experience
I've been on ssrp for 4 years or more and I've had good and bad times but that won't change my mind about the number of times I've had fun and spent some time relaxing while by playing hard and always wanting to be amused and it was just what I expected from this game to entertain myself and it's not about being annoyed by stalkers who destroy the morale of any good soul and always wanting to create drama with prejudices constantly to piss off the world and never question themselves because they are too perfect for that and never make mistakes, no me it was not my goal I play with my friends we made each other loves it and it also allowed me to discover new players that I got to know and who got along well and that's always the case I always have fun I'm never bored and that's it!
My Improvements
During this period I was able to meditate on myself and think about how to start over again and that's the case I thought of several things that I would put forward for when I was unbanned I could apply them but certain things what I would do is to highlight the communication with the CM or Head admin it is thanks to them that I would never make mistakes again before I contacted them but not frequently enough especially for problems that I encountered and advice or question uncertain on my part but it will intensify and I could not fall again and as soon as I am unbanned before playing I make a point but a big point on my new start and like that I will be set to finally rediscover the game I haven't been able to play for 3 months
The past
I know that I have done things wrong and that I am aware of it but that is that of the past we cannot blame someone indefinitely for what she has done in the past, we must focus on the future and what I remember in the past is that I always learn from my mistakes so as not to repeat them, in the real life it's the same you are criticized for something that you have not succeeded in 2 years and you are reforged on what made you stronger and then you realize that it is in the present that you have to think about what will build your future
The Futur
The future remains uncertain we don't know what tomorrow is made of but what I know is that there will never be things from the past that will resurface in the future it's certain I won't fall back into the trap and this time if I would be more vigilant and for 2023 it would be its new resolutions that I would keep to play ssrp
Apologize
I still want to apologize for what I did it's very sincere bass I'm someone who respects the rules and who is always benevolent with others and I used to try to be malicious on some thing to do or say i would never be dishonest and always tell the truth
Thanks to Nafe who helped me get me back on the right track and gave me the keys to not having made the mistakes that I would no longer make
Thanks to Chute, EMP, Martin and many others for making people want to play and always want to play on this server because it's thanks to you that I managed to fight to be unbanned, it's my determination and my desire to play again which gives me this strength
Extra Information - Any thing you think may be relevant to your ban.
Thank you for reading this appeal which took me a lot of effort to achieve this appeal and this is a big summary during this period of banishment that I could have had
Sincerely Sinz