TOPIC: [SSRP] Ban Appeal - Jusu

Name - What is your in-game name
Jusu

STEAM-ID - What is your STEAM-ID
STEAM_0:0:79697667

Admins Name - Who banned you/who might it be
TheXnator

Reason - What is/might be the reason that you got banned
Crashing the server - Contact the Community Team. / Ban appeal handled incorrectly

Server - What server did you get banned from
SSRP

Time - How long were you banned for
Permanent

Story - What happened?
I went onto server 1 and server 3 around the month of December the last time being the 31st of December and crashed both servers using the gear method that is now patched. I made a ban appeal and I believe there was some confusion with the rap sheet.
Proof - Any proof on a video/screenshot that clearly shows what happened
I don’t have any videos or screenshots that show what happened.
Extra Information - Anything you think may be relevant to your ban.
I want to start off by apologizing to the community for crashing the server. Looking back at it, it was an incredibly immature thing to do and should have never happened in the first place let alone the sheer number of chances I had been given to change how I acted on the server.
I also want to personally apologize to the CM team for having to put in the effort of finding the logs and any possible other efforts they went to.
I was hoping that after ~6 months I could possibly have another chance and get unbanned.
In the last 6 months I have taken a step away from ZARP and from my computer all together and realized how terrible it was and in return how I contributed to continuing the cycle.
I would also like to personally apologize to TheXnator for not only my most recent actions on the server but for everything I have personally put him through which he was still able to put in the past and generously offer me more chances and I do recall even after all of that and I still acted childish on the server after he explicitly gave me the warning that the next thing I did would see me permanently banned.