TOPIC: [SSRP] Asyluminio's Warn Appeal

Name - What is your in-game name?
Asyluminio
STEAM-ID - What is your STEAM-ID?
STEAM_0:0:33553027
Staff Members Name - Who warned you?
The Lead Team
Punishment Reason - What was the reason of the warning(s)?
Low F1 Count
Server - Which server did this occur on?
SSRP
Story/Situation - What happened?
Due to my semi-successive operation, I took a while off to recover, about a week later I got a mild infection in the base of my hand, around the area that was cut open in order to access the nerves and I was given several courses of anti-biotics to alleviate the infection and any pain/discomfort it would cause, apart from me not having much time to play ZARP due to work needing to be done and trips to the hospital/doctors around my hand the antibiotics I were given, obviously have side effects, they severely effect my cognitive filters obviously what you guys would know as the "think before you speak" filter.
So if I say anything rude to you, note that is why.
This obviously wouldn't help in F1 situations due to me probably lacking the concentration and handing out false warnings or lashing out on people or being rude to them during their own sit where they're trying to make ZARP better.
Extra Information - Anything you would find relevant to your warning(s)?
I did have an inactivity post, just be grateful that I'm actually here sometimes, I don't have to be. I could just get off for 2 weeks to a month. I do other stuff aside from F1s you know, not everything a staff member does have to be based around an F1.

Let me tax him and his gpp's

You have been staff for so long without doing enough F1's, this warning was well deserved and a slap across the face to actually do your job that you applied for.

Clarky wrote: well said

Clarky wrote: If I'm being honest, this infection doesn't change a thing. I didn't really think I'd say this but the fires going out, I'm actually losing the faith in "the job I applied for" and I'm struggling to find the reasons why I should stay staff.

Asylum wrote: Sorry, I am not trying to attack you here or anything but I don't understand. If you don't want to be staff then why appeal an official warning?

Raeker wrote: Keeping a clean record, we don't want to see a shit staff member with a shit reputation, I WANT A LEGACY RAEKER, "OH LOOK ITS ASYLUM HE HELPED ME OUT QUITE A LOT WHEN HE WAS ADMIN"
not
"oh its asylum the guy who couldn't do his job properly he's shit."

Asylum wrote:
its a fucking garry's mod server, who the fuck cares what others think, you aren't going to look back at this in 20 years and remember how good you was as a staff member or if you had a clean slate or not.

This isn't going on your CV bud so fuck off with your so "legacy" shit and grow up, if you don't want to be staff grow some balls and resign

Sada wrote: I know it isn't going on my CV but obviously respect among a community is a life skill, you give respect to earn respect. I know I'm losing the will to be staff but I remember the cause I applied for and that keeps me going no matter how slow.
I'll try my hardest around the next few weeks and see if it re-ignites that "spark"

Asylum wrote: Then why not resign with dignity instead of scraping the barrel? Unless you can hit 20 F1's this week this appeal will probably be denied and you might be quite possibly demoted. If you get an official then, well, it sucks a bit, but at least it isn't as horrible as it could be. If you want to leave with a legacy then work for it, don't try to be all like "Oh, I have reasons" and then "Oh and I also don't like to be staff anymore".

We all understand it if you feel the need to leave, especially in a situation like your own. And that's fine. If I'm fully honest, I'm surprised some staff hold it out for so long.

Sada wrote: Is that why you are always a Fucking cunt.

Jk please don't hurt me.

Jeppe wrote: Pills or not my generally pissed off cunty self is more than alive

Raeker wrote: I'm feeling like holding out until I've done a whole year as an admin. Which is only in 1 month 13 days.

Asylum wrote: And then what? I haven't even been around for a year and look at what I've achieved. Do you seriously want to be here for a full year just to nicely round it off? It's your call bud, but just be aware that the LT will want you to actually do something in the next month and a half. If you don't manage 20 F1's ever single week, especially in the next few weeks, then they might not be as lenient as you hope for them to be.

Raeker wrote: And if they are then I'll still retain all the pride I do now, I'll keep going to the end and if I have to fight the lead team to do so, I will.

Asylum wrote: I am telling you this now because "fighting the Lead Team" is not a battle you're going to win. If you truly don't enjoy staffing even though you haven't properly done F1's in months then resign with dignity now when people will completely understand why you'd do it.

Of course it's your choice and I admire your decision to stick around, I'm just advicing you what I think is best. If you're sure that you can keep it up or at least think that you can give that a shot then go ahead.

Raeker wrote: I'm struggling to make EMP spawn me a pigeon in game right now I don't think this shit is gonna work out

Wern't you the dude who bragged about how they woulden't do anything when you didn't do f1's. Pretty sure you are lol