So, as most of you saw I am perm banned now.
It's about my old altern account that I forget about.
A really long time ago when I just started playing darkrp (zarp was my first server) I got banned on a account.
I didn't knew the rules yet so that's it, I was just playing around.
I've started my OG Dylan account and really grew on the community, read the rules constantly and really changed as players.
Even as hard if I worked, my altern account was still there and with all the months of time I really forget about it existing.
I worked hard to get respect and become a moderator just to give back this community that I enjoy so much, paid for VIP, booster packs, spended over 1200 hours in the game.
Took my gang 5th in the leaderboards with my buddies.
Yesterday, I got perm banned.
I am sorry for letting you down, sorry friends, sorry gang members, sorry everyone.
I am not lieing if I am writing this stuff in tears, not because I am a pussy, I just realize how much time I've spend on this, how much this ment to me and it's all gone.
I just don't know what to do with life anymore lol
I am not here for some mercy but god damn, I know it's my own fault and I am not even unban appealing because I know it's not worth it anymore.
Special love to all my friends who had such a good time with me.