TOPIC: Sorry.

Hello there.

I want to apologize to everyone that suffered due to me minging on server 2 yesterday + an explanation. I am aware of it not being the right thing to do, and I take fully responsibility for my actions. I was a bit upset due to me not being accepted as moderator. During the time I was on server 2 after the DarkRP meeting started, I made 4-5 f1s about rule breakers, but it was no help to get. This annoyed me and I kept thinking, “If I was a moderator, I would’ve at least done some F1s instead of just RP’ing.” Then after a while, I PM all of the online staff members, asking if they could handle my F1. No response (I saw them moving around ig.)

Then I think, stupid me, that if I do something, so a dude would make an f1 about me minging, I could get in contact with a staff member. (I was on teamspeak and tried to get in touch with SA’s there, due to me meaning that I was false denied on my application for Moderator, but that is another case and has been sorted.) I then keybind the following phrase: “Mug drop 1k now. 2 seconds.” I walk up to a dude and use it. 1.. 2.. Boom. Dead. I do this to the same person again. Now, I thought, now he must have made an f1. However, after 5 minutes I guessed not. So I walk around, thinking of another way to get in touch with staff member. (Note; I was looking for staff member whilst running around on the map, but could never see any of them.) Then I meet the guy I mugged earlier. He then shouts to me “Minging whore”. Then he RDMs me. That is where I lost it.

For me, the word whore/hooker affects me much. My sister was a hooker. One day when she was doing her job, she was killed. Each time I hear “whore” or “hooker”, I cannot help it. I feel the anger boil in me, and I feel that I need someone to blame (the case was never sorted).

So, I am furious. I try to find the person I mugged, so I could blame him. For making me so angry. I go to him, but he starts shooting at me, so I try to defend myself by equipping my own weapon. I kill him. I am so furious now, that I did not care about anything. I went to his friend. Keybind, 1 2, dead.

Then two guys have their car stuck, so I say I am going to help them. I spawn in a small prop, and push their car onto the road. They say Thanks, then the same dude comes back, and RDM’s me. I am getting more and more furious, and I forget about what I have been fighting against for so long. Rulebreakers.

During all of this, the person kept demoting me from all the jobs I chose. This made me even angrier, so I was a citizen, equipped my weapon, M24 (?), and went to kill him. Then I got tped by Brother Jack. He started talking about what rules I broke (I think, I was breathing so loud, that I could not hear it fully). I then was going to say to him, after he was done with that f1, if He could do mine. (I made one when the dude called me a “minging whore.”) But, I didn’t get so far, because the guy (RDM’er) said. “You fucking minging whore, you cannot mug for 2 secs.” ‘Whore.’ I equipped a weapon, and shot him, I then got physgrabbed by Jack. I then said: “Didn’t you hear what he just called me!?” I am not even sure if he heard what I said there, cause I got no response he just said that I confessed to Mass RDM, Big gun as Cit, and another rule breaking. I am not sure what he meant with that, but I was so furious. He was then typing in the bans. I then say, for no reason, “you type so slow, ban me already.” (Something like that). Then, Banned.

So, over to the main point of this post:

EVERYONE WHO LOST SOMETHING VERY SPECIAL, TAKE CONTACT WITH ME WHEN MY BAN IS OVER, AND I WILL REFUND!

I think if you were so angry its not proper reason to break other people roleplay experience. You acted like real minge what i am dissapointed of.

The most dissapointing point is that you used to be an admin who knows the rules ...

After such incident you will have to wait quite some time because we know what is going to be verdict, right?

I do. And I will take the punishment.

All is forgiven