Rather than saying im trying to improve actually prove it. My perspective on you is far from an 'improving' person. Why would you do this in the first place i have no idea. You have been staff so you know the consequences but you choose to think you are different to other people. Your not. You have been banned multiple times and every time you have 'changed' you return days later.
Also i know this isn't officially a zarp hosted (i included this to make you aware that your attitude on their still reflects on you) server but on the zarp snapchat your far from being a changed person. Fix your attitude.
Lastly before instantly making another appeal wait your time and prove to us you've changed.