I can relate to a lot of what you're saying in regards to the "ZARP Addiction" so to speak. As for not being able to remember the rules, that's something you need to identify if it's because you genuinely are forgetting for a mental reason, or if it's something you're forgetting because you're not putting the effort into learning and remembering them. If it's number one, I'd tell your parents about your forgetfulness when it comes to certain things and go see a doctor if it's an everyday thing and not just with the ZARP rules.

I can relate to a lot of what you're saying in regards to the "ZARP Addiction" so to speak. As for not being able to remember the rules, that's something you need to identify if it's because you genuinely are forgetting for a mental reason, or if it's something you're forgetting because you're not putting the effort into learning and remembering them. If it's number one, I'd tell your parents about your forgetfulness when it comes to certain things and go see a doctor if it's an everyday thing and not just with the ZARP rules.