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Part VII Activity over the week
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Part VI For those who attent the meeting this week
I don't know whether or not the entire inactivity reason did come along 100% correct. Someone seemed to believe that I was inactive thanks to personal issues for the entirety of my Inactivity [8 or 10 weeks] But this wasn't the case.
I was inactive for the first [5 - 7] weeks due to myself not wanting to play at the time, after which I did get a week of activity like normal.
After I had that last week of good activity, that is when the personal issue arrived. The personal issue caused me to go inactive and then I started playing games instead of SSRP. Why did I play games? because I didn't want to be an emotional wreck the moment she was about to leave us. So that I was able to get my activity back and I was able to help my dad with the things my mom used to help him with.
The issues have now been solved, and I did improve my activity a bit from nothing last week. I know it wasn't much but it was an improvement at the very least. I know I've had many chances in the past, but I had 0 after the issue was finally resolved, I know it's still my own fault, but I'd rather have one more chance now that everything is sorted out.
I'm sure I won't dissapoint you guys again, because if I was planning to stay inactive I wouldn't have bothered to write this appeal.
If you want to talk to me through steam feel free to do so, I'd rather explain my side in private where you can ask questions back.
Name - What is your in-game name?
|Z| Anna & |Z| Akemi
STEAM-ID - What is your STEAM-ID?
STEAM_0:0:197988528
STEAM_0:1:37789165
Staff Members Name - Who demoted you?
SSRP Lead Team
Warning Reason - What was the reason for the demotion?
The reason was Inactivity
Server - Which server did this occur on?
SSRP [S1,S2,S3]
Story/Situation - What happened?
Well what happened... haha that's quite a story. I'll spread it into parts to make it more readable.
Part I before personal issues.
This part of the story is what happened before the entire personal issue thing.
It was during this weeks I was indeed inactive for quite a while, I didn't really feel like joining SSRP too much and I got caught up in other games. This was entirely my fault and if I was demoted during this period I'd fully understand it and I'd accept it and start all over. Why was I inactive during this time? I had no reason, and this was the period that gave me the many warnings which caused my demotion last week.
Yeah, I had no reason to be inactive at the time, I was inactive for no real reason and I got warnings for it. How I solved it? I improved, I played on the server once more, getting decent to good activity whilst playing actively on the server and that seemed to solve the issue. Then I decided, "this is easy, I can simply keep this up and no more issues will come... I'll keep my rank and be allowed to keep helping the people like I used to."
Only then the personal issues started coming...
Part II during personal issues.
So yeah, I might as well tell everyone what they were about. The issue was that a family member who has cared for me my entire life, someone who raised me from a small little baby into the girl I am today. This person was threatening to leave us both (me and my dad) behind. You can guess who it was now, can't you? yep, it was my mom.
She and my dad had fought for quite some time, and this issue was the reason I went inactive and stayed away from Zarp.
I did not want to put myself through too much stress, so I could keep myself calm and I could support my dad once she left instead of being a total emotional wreck.
I did play other games during this time. Why? So I could keep my mind off the entire issue, I knew she was going to leave one day, and I didn't know when. I was insecure of the situation during this time.
Luckily I told the community team about it, they knew about this issue and they knew what it was so being inactive during that time was at least excused.
Paramontana came to me, asking me when I was about to be back, in the final week of these issues. However, the morning after I told him that, she left. I explained to para what happened, I told him she left us behind. And I asked him for a little bit more time to recover from this, so I could be there for my dad, after which I would return to SSRP.
Later the next day, she had a choice. Either, come back, or stay away forever. She decided to come back and to stay with us. So after that, I started playing again. Even though it was just a little bit.
I heard that I had one more week, and I guess I took this the wrong way, I thought that I had one more week to remain inactive after which I had to start playing again, but obviously, this wasn't the case. Either way, I did do some stuff, I did remove the warnings once requested by Admins such as EiPUS and I did deal with some other stuff which was mainly questions.
Part III after personal issues.
Now. Last week, This was the first week which I had a "normal" week again. This time I, in fact, DID play on the server, and I did, in fact, do my duty. Such as, keeping my eye on staff, Removing warnings upon request, Telling staff to do F1's, and answer questions for users either over TS or within the game.
Yes, my activity wasn't much last week, I agree on that. But It was still an improvement of what It used to be, and I was in fact actively playing/doing my job during the moments I was online. Instead of staying AFK for 5 hours straight, only doing something when asked to on steam. Because if that's the way to get activity on SSRP then everyone can do it without a problem.
And as far as I know, people know I am someone who improves in steps, I don't scale a mountain at once, I do it in steps. I will be active this week, just as I would've been if I still had my rank, only this week I am unable to help people. Not even being able to help people out with the F1's.
Part IV Why am I appealing?
I'm appealing because I do kinda still like SSRP, I don't think I'm ready to let go of it just now.
People have contacted me during the week, (I won't name names) they were both sad about me being demoted because I was still a good staff member. And because they DID in, fact, know that I did still remove warnings and alike.The only reason why you guys don't know about me doing so is that the server doesn't log punishment removals.
Yes, my activity was low, and yes I agree with it. But I don't think you should instantly demote me (not all the way at least) because I showed only a small amount of improvement because the week after it would only have been better. Every tiny bit of improvement is at least still some improvement, and because I am someone who improves stuff slowly this wasn't really completely my fault.
Yes, I could've gotten more activity and I should've gotten more, and I've played other games sure, but at least I've still done my job in that week, even though you guys didn't see all of it. I'll play as much as I normally would during the week this week, and then the choice is left to everyone within the lead team, to either...
Accept the appeal and allow me to do my job once more actively.
Or.. deny the appeal and they'll have to take over the share of work I used to do.
Part V Ending words.
I've gotten many official warnings, and I know this to be true. I did get many of them due to my own fault and I have been punished for it by official warnings, only the thing that troubles me most about it is that the personal issues I've been having are the cause of my demotion, I know and I get it from your guys perspective, but I'd like to just ask you guys to allow me to at least help out the server like I used to, if I am going to be inactive again after appealing this I wouldn't have bothered making this appeal in the first place. So I'll ask for that at least.
I'm not appealing for the badge, not for myself, I'm appealing because I want to help the server.
Because I want to help the staff members by doing stuff only HeadAdmins can do.
Should be updated daily
Part VI For those who attent the meeting this week
I don't know whether or not the entire inactivity reason did come along 100% correct. Someone seemed to believe that I was inactive thanks to personal issues for the entirety of my Inactivity [8 or 10 weeks] But this wasn't the case.
I was inactive for the first [5 - 7] weeks due to myself not wanting to play at the time, after which I did get a week of activity like normal.
After I had that last week of good activity, that is when the personal issue arrived. The personal issue caused me to go inactive and then I started playing games instead of SSRP. Why did I play games? because I didn't want to be an emotional wreck the moment she was about to leave us. So that I was able to get my activity back and I was able to help my dad with the things my mom used to help him with.
The issues have now been solved, and I did improve my activity a bit from nothing last week. I know it wasn't much but it was an improvement at the very least. I know I've had many chances in the past, but I had 0 after the issue was finally resolved, I know it's still my own fault, but I'd rather have one more chance now that everything is sorted out.
I'm sure I won't dissapoint you guys again, because if I was planning to stay inactive I wouldn't have bothered to write this appeal.
If you want to talk to me through steam feel free to do so, I'd rather explain my side in private where you can ask questions back.
Name - What is your in-game name?
|Z| Anna & |Z| Akemi
STEAM-ID - What is your STEAM-ID?
STEAM_0:0:197988528
STEAM_0:1:37789165
Staff Members Name - Who demoted you?
SSRP Lead Team
Warning Reason - What was the reason for the demotion?
The reason was Inactivity
Server - Which server did this occur on?
SSRP [S1,S2,S3]
Story/Situation - What happened?
Well what happened... haha that's quite a story. I'll spread it into parts to make it more readable.
Part I before personal issues.
This part of the story is what happened before the entire personal issue thing.
It was during this weeks I was indeed inactive for quite a while, I didn't really feel like joining SSRP too much and I got caught up in other games. This was entirely my fault and if I was demoted during this period I'd fully understand it and I'd accept it and start all over. Why was I inactive during this time? I had no reason, and this was the period that gave me the many warnings which caused my demotion last week.
Yeah, I had no reason to be inactive at the time, I was inactive for no real reason and I got warnings for it. How I solved it? I improved, I played on the server once more, getting decent to good activity whilst playing actively on the server and that seemed to solve the issue. Then I decided, "this is easy, I can simply keep this up and no more issues will come... I'll keep my rank and be allowed to keep helping the people like I used to."
Only then the personal issues started coming...
Part II during personal issues.
So yeah, I might as well tell everyone what they were about. The issue was that a family member who has cared for me my entire life, someone who raised me from a small little baby into the girl I am today. This person was threatening to leave us both (me and my dad) behind. You can guess who it was now, can't you? yep, it was my mom.
She and my dad had fought for quite some time, and this issue was the reason I went inactive and stayed away from Zarp.
I did not want to put myself through too much stress, so I could keep myself calm and I could support my dad once she left instead of being a total emotional wreck.
I did play other games during this time. Why? So I could keep my mind off the entire issue, I knew she was going to leave one day, and I didn't know when. I was insecure of the situation during this time.
Luckily I told the community team about it, they knew about this issue and they knew what it was so being inactive during that time was at least excused.
Paramontana came to me, asking me when I was about to be back, in the final week of these issues. However, the morning after I told him that, she left. I explained to para what happened, I told him she left us behind. And I asked him for a little bit more time to recover from this, so I could be there for my dad, after which I would return to SSRP.
Later the next day, she had a choice. Either, come back, or stay away forever. She decided to come back and to stay with us. So after that, I started playing again. Even though it was just a little bit.
I heard that I had one more week, and I guess I took this the wrong way, I thought that I had one more week to remain inactive after which I had to start playing again, but obviously, this wasn't the case. Either way, I did do some stuff, I did remove the warnings once requested by Admins such as EiPUS and I did deal with some other stuff which was mainly questions.
Part III after personal issues.
Now. Last week, This was the first week which I had a "normal" week again. This time I, in fact, DID play on the server, and I did, in fact, do my duty. Such as, keeping my eye on staff, Removing warnings upon request, Telling staff to do F1's, and answer questions for users either over TS or within the game.
Yes, my activity wasn't much last week, I agree on that. But It was still an improvement of what It used to be, and I was in fact actively playing/doing my job during the moments I was online. Instead of staying AFK for 5 hours straight, only doing something when asked to on steam. Because if that's the way to get activity on SSRP then everyone can do it without a problem.
And as far as I know, people know I am someone who improves in steps, I don't scale a mountain at once, I do it in steps. I will be active this week, just as I would've been if I still had my rank, only this week I am unable to help people. Not even being able to help people out with the F1's.
Part IV Why am I appealing?
I'm appealing because I do kinda still like SSRP, I don't think I'm ready to let go of it just now.
People have contacted me during the week, (I won't name names) they were both sad about me being demoted because I was still a good staff member. And because they DID in, fact, know that I did still remove warnings and alike.The only reason why you guys don't know about me doing so is that the server doesn't log punishment removals.
Yes, my activity was low, and yes I agree with it. But I don't think you should instantly demote me (not all the way at least) because I showed only a small amount of improvement because the week after it would only have been better. Every tiny bit of improvement is at least still some improvement, and because I am someone who improves stuff slowly this wasn't really completely my fault.
Yes, I could've gotten more activity and I should've gotten more, and I've played other games sure, but at least I've still done my job in that week, even though you guys didn't see all of it. I'll play as much as I normally would during the week this week, and then the choice is left to everyone within the lead team, to either...
Accept the appeal and allow me to do my job once more actively.
Or.. deny the appeal and they'll have to take over the share of work I used to do.
Part V Ending words.
I've gotten many official warnings, and I know this to be true. I did get many of them due to my own fault and I have been punished for it by official warnings, only the thing that troubles me most about it is that the personal issues I've been having are the cause of my demotion, I know and I get it from your guys perspective, but I'd like to just ask you guys to allow me to at least help out the server like I used to, if I am going to be inactive again after appealing this I wouldn't have bothered making this appeal in the first place. So I'll ask for that at least.
I'm not appealing for the badge, not for myself, I'm appealing because I want to help the server.
Because I want to help the staff members by doing stuff only HeadAdmins can do.
Extra Information - Anything you would find relevant to your demotion?
I would like to inform the lead team of the things I did do during last week, as suggested by Tyler
★ I did remove warnings during the week.
★ I did remove warnings during my inactivity week.
★ I did answer questions from users over the forums, in game and TeamSpeak.
★ I DID deal with reports on the forums, either during my inactivity week or the week, this stuff should've been solved.
★ I did deal with an issue together with Coutinroy where a community manager gave a demoted admin the admin rank instead of the moderator rank they should've gotten after making a joke. We did put his rank back to moderator which it should've been.
★ If I instead was demoted to Admin or Moderator I'd still have done some F1's which at the moment I still can't even do. I'll instead try to report rule breakers, answer questions from users and help admins in their F1's.
To make stuff easier to check, I'll play with just Akemi's account for this week.
Akemi-Server 1 (It did not track my 1½hrs today :c I'll play some more.)
Akemi-Server 2
Akemi-Server 3
Long-Story-Short sentences
★ "If I wanted to stay inactive, I would not have bothered writing this appeal."
★ "If logs were rechecked, you could see me interacting with users, and joining and leaving sometimes for like a few minutes, in which I was removing a warn or punishment on request."
★ "People clearly seem to think I was doing a great job... because otherwise, they would not have been so upset with me getting demoted, nor asked me to appeal it."
★ "All I want is to help the people of SSRP, otherwise why would I write this appeal?"
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