Due to what you have said, going over this report it seems like you are very far from apologetic for what you did, even if the ban was over the top. You handled this in a poor matter, even asking Morgan to tell Max to kill himself, including a post on the forums about it. You need to learn from your actions, and stop breaking the rules. If you don't know the rules, since you cannot join the game you can read them here. I really hope you will follow them in the future.