We've spent a lot of time talking, Emmitt. I think I probably have a better insight into how you operate than most people here do. I've made my criticisms of you incredibly vocal and I have no issue telling you off when I feel you overstep. I appreciate being able to reach this level of friendship with you since I've joined Zarp. With that said, I know you are making an active effort to improve on attitude in and out of game, but it is no easy task. I understand you sometimes fail to show that and resort to old tendencies when under stress, but going back to what is normal is much easier than continuing forward with a brand new outlook on situations and how to react. I know you want to be staff again because ultimately you do want to help, even if others feel that might not be the case. If accepted, I feel Murder is a perfect environment for you to attempt to begin anew due to it being lower stress and less as intense as SSRP. I hope you are given a chance as I feel you have more positives to offer the server than your downsides.

We've spent a lot of time talking, Emmitt. I think I probably have a better insight into how you operate than most people here do. I've made my criticisms of you incredibly vocal and I have no issue telling you off when I feel you overstep. I appreciate being able to reach this level of friendship with you since I've joined Zarp. With that said, I know you are making an active effort to improve on attitude in and out of game, but it is no easy task. I understand you sometimes fail to show that and resort to old tendencies when under stress, but going back to what is normal is much easier than continuing forward with a brand new outlook on situations and how to react. I know you want to be staff again because ultimately you do want to help, even if others feel that might not be the case. If accepted, I feel Murder is a perfect environment for you to attempt to begin anew due to it being lower stress and less as intense as SSRP. I hope you are given a chance as I feel you have more positives to offer the server than your downsides. :plussp: