I have spoken to Paramontana and decided to deny this appeal. You claim to be sorry yet you haven't even shown to anyone in the community that you truly are because you lied in your CM ban appeal and
your most recent apology thread and claimed it was a fake apology, making it sound like you were forced to say it. Para already gave you a compromise to go play a different ZARP server such as TTT, Deathrun, etc and not get warned once for a month. If you are unwilling to show improvements then you can stay banned, if otherwise you can go with Para's compromise, you do not make the compromise.