Your downfall is your lust to be staff on every server, you need to calm down with it and focus on the servers you enjoy.

Rather than having a rank on every server resign from a few cause, in SSRP particular you are lacking activity, community interaction and just generally not doing your job as an admin so you being part of the lead team will have little to no benefit (apart from upgrading your silver badge to a blue one.....)
Not adding the part where you AFK in every single meeting (Cough cough Ace)

It is impossible for you to do a half-decent job on every single server.

Your downfall is your lust to be staff on every server, you need to calm down with it and focus on the servers you enjoy. Rather than having a rank on every server resign from a few cause, in SSRP particular you are lacking activity, community interaction and just generally not doing your job as an admin so you being part of the lead team will have little to no benefit (apart from upgrading your silver badge to a blue one.....) Not adding the part where you AFK in every single meeting ([size=1]Cough cough Ace)[/size] It is [b]impossible[/b] for you to do a half-decent job on every single server.