the last time you had a high rank was just before your cm ban and at that point you started getting a horrible toxic attitude, i never really liked you and to be perfectly honest i still don't really like you, you are more of an acquaintance than a friend, as i didn't have any real interactions with you i can't judge you and i don't wish to publicly judge you on the attitude you showed back then, personally i think there are current candidates who have a better chance at getting SA than you at this point, however i wish you the best of luck and will leave the decision with the lead team.