Sorle wrote:
so am I
I can't handle making one fucking mistake and getting a talking to so I'm clearly not stable enough to be staff.
Even as a Head Admin on SSRP, I make mistakes myself too from time to time which is completely normal from every staff member (Unless if it's becoming way too common then that would be a concern). Having the thoughts of not being stable enough to be staff will obviously bring you down, trust me I've been in a similar situation back when I was quite a new staff member, now look where I am. Being spoken to by a SA+ doesn't mean you're in trouble, it means that they want you to improve, we give a lot of chances and have faith in the staff because without them, the server will become a awful place (Server 3 at night, amirite?).