To have a custom crosshair like yourself, you need to run lua scripts and to do so on the Zarp servers, you would need a bypass, which you are blatenly using, which is also against the server rules.
Are you mad... That is the hl2 crosshair which you can have by typing in a simple command in your console
^ Exactly this. Don't try to pick flaws (that aren't even valid) in what I do to try and get yourself out of a situation where you should just accept you were wrong. You're digging yourself into a deeper hole.