As I've said on past post similar to this, Maxo isn't in need of someone from this forum. He's in need of a family member, a professional or a close friend. I'd advise that you are very careful when it comes to approaching people that are in a state of mind such as this.
As for you Maxo, speak to someone you truly trust or speak to a professional. I'd advise not seeking help on a gaming forum or being very careful as there are people that may contact you for malicious reasons.
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