I've known Bigwhal since he was staff originally, he's extremely friendly and helpful on the servers and forum, but in my opinion your dedication is lacking within the community. Let's say you keep telling people you're dedicated and you want to be staff, and that you'll never leave, then you leave and or resign a few times. After a while, your word is worth less and less which is when you need to prove to us it's worth as much as you think it is, and stay dedicated. I'd wait a month, play everyday and don't leave this time! You were a good staff, and i'll back you and i'm sure many more will if you prove your dedication again.