Yes, you're right. Your Gender SHOULDN'T be relevant. But even better staff members than you break a rule and then have to prove themselves. You didn't do that yet. And as long as that didn't happen I don't see you as a good option at all.

The excuse that you were just "silly" is pretty poor. You shouldn't do this stuff just because you feel like doing it.

Yes, you're right. Your Gender SHOULDN'T be relevant. But even better staff members than you break a rule and then have to prove themselves. You didn't do that yet. And as long as that didn't happen I don't see you as a good option at all. The excuse that you were just "silly" is pretty poor. You shouldn't do this stuff just because you feel like doing it.