From your 'Why Me?' it only sounds like you want to gain staff on Deathrun to prove something and gain trust on a completely separate server. You should be applying for Deathrun to be helpful on the server, not because you'd like to gain trust on another SSRP.

My advice is just have an all around great attitude and don't get into trouble around the community, worked for me when I was in a position of building trust around two years ago.