1) I'm starting to get bored of it as I have almost 6,000 hours on record just on Gary's Mod, I'd say about 3,000 is on Dark Roleplay alone and it's now becoming boring.
2) I need to regain trust with the Staff Team (Admins +) as something happened and now I feel like I need to build up trust before I ever come back so sorry Blocked & Morgan.
3) Personal stuff, I'm finding it hard to come online as I leave school in about 2 weeks roughly and I don't think I'm going to stay in this house when I'm 16 as I want to become my own person not like somebody's child who is always in the house playing Gary's Mod, Plus I need to concentrate on certain people so I don't lose them.
4) I'm a terrible staff member, Even though I did try my hardest to do my best sometimes I was good, But then mostly I made bad decisions in which I'm deeply sorry about Morgan.

If you didn't make the list, I appologise! These are the people that stood out to me and actually made me feel welcome and it was good to speak to you all and help you with your problems, But these people stood out, As they are totally amazing.

ChuteUK Your banter in the meeting room is the best man, I will miss speaking to you in the meetings.
RedPoodle Great guy, But lay off the weed man, You're always high asf.
Keith Denish Person, You are the actual only guy that made me who I am today, If you weren't in this community, I wouldn't be Admin for long. As our bants are the best bro!, I wish we could still speak and I wish you good luck on CM man!
Morgan Great guy, Good luck on owner of BHOP.
ParaMontana Great guy!, I always love speaking to you.
Blocked Great guy, Always helpful to anyone, Remember if I made any mistakes, I've to blame Morgan as he trained me and definitely not you
Walk3r Good Morning in the Morning!, Even though most of the time it was in the afternoon for me <3
Jackelele My actual best mate man, Good luck with the Deathrun!
xSeppe Denish, Your snapchats are the best man.
Ella Good luck with the Admin man, I know you're a great admin anyway but you're actually so helpful to everyone and Good luck on Getting Super Admin.
Luan James Tryhard for SA , Jokes man, You'll get it some day.
Wheatly Great guy, You and me were always speaking when I was a Moderator but we don't speak much now.
James Stone Great guy, I actually could tell you everything and you'd keep it safe without telling anyone.
Exrobite Minge of all time, You will get SA one day buddy, Just stop being a minge if that's posible.
Barak Obama You better still remember your training, As the best guy trained you of all time #Me
Mexi Minge of all time, Think about Exrobite but then in a younger version.
rroobbiinn10xx Great guy, So helpful to everyone.
Mix3rz A new Moderator who is full of ideas and potential, You make me smile with your funny jokes man. Great guy!
FennSter I can still remember the old days m9, With you and your binds, I swear on me mom
RyRyster My scottish fella, Who supports a shit team who doesn't even have a proper stadium <3
ToeRag You were staff when I was a user man, You're still a great guy!
Bleu My other Twin, It was good knowing you man.
Holly Banker Great guy!, Always so helpful and friendly.
Jalu Was staff when I was a user, Always looked up to you and still do man, You're amazing.
MyCherryCrush You actually tought me the rules man, And It's sad that you got demoted. It would be great to have you back with us <3