Staff Member(s) Name: Unknown

Staff Member(s) Steam ID: Unknown
My steam ID : STEAM_0:0:77262947

What did the Staff Member(s) do?: Banned me for Mass RDM

What server(s) was this on?: ZarpRP #1

Evidence:

More about this situation :

Ok so this actually happened between 10 - 12 months ago i can't remember the exact date and it was during a period where i wasn't taking DarkRP seriously and when i couldn't get my own way i would throw a huge tantrum and do stupid things for example on this occasion i had been playing for a few days with my friend and then on that night i was getting rdm'd and people running from my mugs/kidnaps etc and the admins were short staffed and overworked which due to me not having screenshots etc i had no proof i was telling the truth and nothing could be done about it and they got away which really riled me to the point where i wasn't having fun anymore and decided to rage quit.
So a few hours passed and i came back on at my friends request and for about 25 mins things were great i was having fun it was business as usual and then the same shit started happening again and it started to become a routine everytime i tried to mind my own and have fun somebody else would either bend a rule or flat out break it and eventually i thought F*** this and lost it.
Now i'm not proud of what i did in fact i'm outright embarrassed but that was a long time ago and i don't let it get to me in that way anymore especially since i have Fraps now which allows me to record my gameplay and it has worked in my favor.
I was hoping you would unban me because it has been well over 9 months i can't remember the exact specific date but i see there's a huge player base here and i just like to roleplay especially in big community's where the town actually feels alive.