Kristofferson wrote:
First off thanks for the feedback but there are some things that still need settling. I have never once said that I was a flawless staff member or Superadmin so please don't put words in my mouth. I also have never cleared up all the confusion about me no longer being a Superadmin. Some say I retired and some say I got demoted so I will clear this up for all of you.

I was at first temporarily demoted because someone made a report about me abusing my powers when I was on server 1 messing about at spawn. After an investigation I was supposed to get my rank back that day however there weren't and Head Admins online at the time and they forgot to give me my rank back resulting in me being a user for a period of around a day. For that period many staff members had thought that I had gotten permanently demoted and I let them believe what they wanted because I was curious how their attitudes would change towards me if they thought I was a user and sure enough they did and not for the better I may add. Most of this occurred in the one night on server 1. The staff members included in all of this were mainly; Soxey, Steam, & Gmod Troller. In that one night that I was on and they believed that I was demoted they were all bashing me on teamspeak and such and I got 3 /warns during that one night. All of which I believe were very unjust just looking for excuses to warn me and try to get at me. I was honestly sickened by the whole situation.

After that I talked to RedPowder about my rank and he came on and gave it back to me saying that he just forgot which is no big deal. After everyone saw that I had not gotten demoted it was funny to me because their attitudes all changed towards me yet again. There was a bunch of arguing and accusations and it was all a mess and I was already planning to resign and I ended up doing so. Now if I was up for demotion or going to be demoted during when I resigned I am not aware of as no one has spoken to me about it.

Now I have never said that I was a perfect staff member as I was not we all have our flaws. During that whole period yes I do admit that I abused and I do regret many of my actions. I could have handled things in a much better way and things may not have gotten to the point that they did. However I am not the only one that could have handled the situation as Soxey, Steam, and Gmod Troller all could have as well. We all make mistakes but we should make them right and that is what I have done/am trying to do. The past is the past and I'm sure we all regret things but I most definitely regret my actions and the abuse of the powers given to me and apologize to those involved who were affected by it.

I've been here for close to two years and I'm not going anywhere. I've done things that I regret but I realize that and I make them right. I learn from my mistakes as we all should.

So no, I'm not going to boast about how I abused or wasn't a perfect staff member but just because you don't see me acknowledging it doesn't mean that I'm going around saying I was flawless. If you feel I am saying things that you disagree with at least talk to me about it and we can have a discussion. Just don't be making accusations without interrogation otherwise you'll only ever have half the story.

[quote="Kristofferson" post=170507]I will not vote yes till you admit you abused. We still have the evidence. The staff who reported you still have their evidence.[/quote] [quote]That made little sense but Jacknelli did abuse and was about to be demoted but he resigned on the day and he was given more warnings that where needed. Any lead team member can tell you he did. Yet he comes on the forums claiming he was a flawless super admin.[/quote] First off thanks for the feedback but there are some things that still need settling. I have never once said that I was a flawless staff member or Superadmin so please don't put words in my mouth. I also have never cleared up all the confusion about me no longer being a Superadmin. Some say I retired and some say I got demoted so I will clear this up for all of you. I was at first temporarily demoted because someone made a report about me abusing my powers when I was on server 1 messing about at spawn. After an investigation I was supposed to get my rank back that day however there weren't and Head Admins online at the time and they forgot to give me my rank back resulting in me being a user for a period of around a day. For that period many staff members had thought that I had gotten permanently demoted and I let them believe what they wanted because I was curious how their attitudes would change towards me if they thought I was a user and sure enough they did and not for the better I may add. Most of this occurred in the one night on server 1. The staff members included in all of this were mainly; Soxey, Steam, & Gmod Troller. In that one night that I was on and they believed that I was demoted they were all bashing me on teamspeak and such and I got 3 /warns during that one night. All of which I believe were very unjust just looking for excuses to warn me and try to get at me. I was honestly sickened by the whole situation. After that I talked to RedPowder about my rank and he came on and gave it back to me saying that he just forgot which is no big deal. After everyone saw that I had not gotten demoted it was funny to me because their attitudes all changed towards me yet again. There was a bunch of arguing and accusations and it was all a mess and I was already planning to resign and I ended up doing so. Now if I was up for demotion or going to be demoted during when I resigned I am not aware of as no one has spoken to me about it. Now I have never said that I was a perfect staff member as I was not we all have our flaws. During that whole period yes I do admit that I abused and I do regret many of my actions. I could have handled things in a much better way and things may not have gotten to the point that they did. However I am not the only one that could have handled the situation as Soxey, Steam, and Gmod Troller all could have as well. We all make mistakes but we should make them right and that is what I have done/am trying to do. The past is the past and I'm sure we all regret things but I most definitely regret my actions and the abuse of the powers given to me and apologize to those involved who were affected by it. I've been here for close to two years and I'm not going anywhere. I've done things that I regret but I realize that and I make them right. I learn from my mistakes as we all should. So no, I'm not going to boast about how I abused or wasn't a perfect staff member but just because you don't see me acknowledging it doesn't mean that I'm going around saying I was flawless. If you feel I am saying things that you disagree with at least talk to me about it and we can have a discussion. Just don't be making accusations without interrogation otherwise you'll only ever have half the story.