but he says i don't want to help community, i do make suggestions and i do report rulebreakers still...

how can he know? he can't read my mind.

i resigned myself because i wasen't helping, and i am again ready to help. i just had bad week.

and i made a mistake against paramontana and others, so i wanne say sorry to all those people,

and i want this topic to be closed, no need to waste time on the meeting.

i will re-apply when i think im ready again, not this week thougd.