1st off so what i had a vac on csgo what does that have to do with this 2nd of all i abusted 1 ive swore that i will never do it again and i use capital letters wherever i want

1. VAC Bans determine if you hacked; we don't want staff members that hacked and it's quite recent (1 month).
-It's alright if it's been like a year but like I've said, recent.
1.5. For example, you've disrespected a staff member or a player in steam chat; your logic behind this is "Oh it's got nothing to do with Zarp whatsoever, so I can disrespect all I want away from Zarp.
Note: I'm not saying that you've disrespected, just giving a reason behind what you've just said.
2. You've said that it was to do with an illness which can occur again. Even though you've swore an oath, it can always break at some point.
2.5. Using capital letters for every word is difficult to read and is annoying.