I going to have a lot to say about why you
shouldn't be accepted (
At this moment in time). Firstly, when you were admin you abused the csay command to write unnecessary information for all the players to see. Secondly, when you got "mad" you banned yourself off the server twice, the second time was when a super admin was online. I don't see why you have done this instead of just disconnecting from the server and taking a break away from your computer like most people would.
Since you have been back on the server I haven't heard you apologize to no one who was affected by your actions. So in my eyes it doesn't see that you're
truly sorry for what you did. Blaze I'm going to say this, If I was in your situation, I would try and get the staff team to
trust me again then reapply.