Hi I'm BlazeRider and I have a few things to say.
First I would like to thank everyone who has taken the time to reply to this post with their "kind" words.
Second I would like to state that this post or this "swag of beatings" is nothing, it doesn't faze me to see so many people disliking me,I'm used to it.
Third.... My third point is on the fact that I have "changed". Yes I have changed but it's not called changing....no its called adapting to the environment around me,which means that it's not just me who has changed,it is everyone, the world is changing everyday it's a part of humanity and not matter how hard you try you can't prevent change from happening.
Forth my forth is on this little statement "I think he's not replying to the demote request because he knows that it's going to get accepted". Ok the reason I haven't replied until now is because I was playing other games such as:
Need for speed world
Minecraft
Hazard Ops
So I didn't reply to the post cause I was busy gaming as for weather this post gets accepted or not is out of my hands it doesn't affect my life if I do get demoted, I'll still play on zarp.
Fifth I would like to talk about the issue where I said in admin chat "I find it funny" what was meant by that is that is that I find the fact that this post was made to request my demotion from zarp ttt staff and instead it turned into a post for people to find something that I have done wrong in the past and post it here, I also find it funny that almost every member who has posted on this post decided to tell me to "check the forums" as in a attempt to see how much I would "overreact" to this situation that is why I said that I find it funny cause it shows you all that it doesn't bother me what other people think of me, you can spread asmuch Dislike about me as you want because nomatter what you say about me I will not react to it because I can't see the point in over reacting about something that's out of my hands as I said above if I get demoted it doesn't change anything I'll still play on zarp and I'll continue to set myself goals of beating ace for gametime or abcu for headshots.
Sixth there has been a set of post of a incident involving me and stratiic on skype that have been place in this post by some members, I would like to notify everyone that this incident was sorted out in a private meeting with two members of the head admin team. I would like to ask those of you who are still posting things from that incident to please let it go it was dealt with and should stay in the past.
There are two sayings that I think fit right here:
The longer you stay dwelling on things that happened in the past, the more of the present and of the future you are going to miss.
Those who look ahead in life can achieve great things if they want to,but those who stay looking in the past won't make any progress forwards.
This is all I have to say, thank you for reading this and I shall await the decision of the head admins and I will accept any outcome of this post weather it be a bad out come or a good out come.

Thx BlazeRider

Hi I'm BlazeRider and I have a few things to say. First I would like to thank everyone who has taken the time to reply to this post with their "kind" words. Second I would like to state that this post or this "swag of beatings" is nothing, it doesn't faze me to see so many people disliking me,I'm used to it. Third.... My third point is on the fact that I have "changed". Yes I have changed but it's not called changing....no its called adapting to the environment around me,which means that it's not just me who has changed,it is everyone, the world is changing everyday it's a part of humanity and not matter how hard you try you can't prevent change from happening. Forth my forth is on this little statement "I think he's not replying to the demote request because he knows that it's going to get accepted". Ok the reason I haven't replied until now is because I was playing other games such as: Need for speed world Minecraft Hazard Ops So I didn't reply to the post cause I was busy gaming as for weather this post gets accepted or not is out of my hands it doesn't affect my life if I do get demoted, I'll still play on zarp. Fifth I would like to talk about the issue where I said in admin chat "I find it funny" what was meant by that is that is that I find the fact that this post was made to request my demotion from zarp ttt staff and instead it turned into a post for people to find something that I have done wrong in the past and post it here, I also find it funny that almost every member who has posted on this post decided to tell me to "check the forums" as in a attempt to see how much I would "overreact" to this situation that is why I said that I find it funny cause it shows you all that it doesn't bother me what other people think of me, you can spread asmuch Dislike about me as you want because nomatter what you say about me I will not react to it because I can't see the point in over reacting about something that's out of my hands as I said above if I get demoted it doesn't change anything I'll still play on zarp and I'll continue to set myself goals of beating ace for gametime or abcu for headshots. Sixth there has been a set of post of a incident involving me and stratiic on skype that have been place in this post by some members, I would like to notify everyone that this incident was sorted out in a private meeting with two members of the head admin team. I would like to ask those of you who are still posting things from that incident to please let it go it was dealt with and should stay in the past. There are two sayings that I think fit right here: The longer you stay dwelling on things that happened in the past, the more of the present and of the future you are going to miss. Those who look ahead in life can achieve great things if they want to,but those who stay looking in the past won't make any progress forwards. This is all I have to say, thank you for reading this and I shall await the decision of the head admins and I will accept any outcome of this post weather it be a bad out come or a good out come. Thx BlazeRider