You're like the boy who cried wolf. You are repeatedly breaking peoples trust and at one point they're not going to give you another chance and just flat out say no. I am already at that point as I'm sure many others are. I'm not sure how many times it's going to take for everyone to realize you don't mean what you say anymore. What you say means nothing to me as well as many others. So you can make as many apologies as you want and say what you're going to do or not going to do but your words are worthless at this point. The only thing that matters now are your actions. If you really want to prove yourself do it by your actions and stop making promises you can't keep and have repeatedly broken.

So due to the fact your words mean nothing at this point it is going to take time to prove yourself through your actions. You have only just come back and have already applied for two staff positions thus showing that all you are is power hungry. If you really planned on staying and proving yourself you would do it through your actions and prove yourself before you think about applying for staff positions let alone go through with it and apply. Proving yourself yet again is going to take time and you are not going to be trusted with any staff position until you do.

I would suggest you remove both your Forum & SSRP applications if you want to prove to me and others that you are dedicated to staying. If you want to earn any small amount of respect from me I recommend you do this. However if you do not decide to revoke your applications you will lose even more respect from me of which you have already lost pretty much all of. Don't throw away a future opportunity just because you want immediate reward and I can guarantee that you will both throw out a future opportunity and not receive any immediate reward in the form of trusted staff positions by deciding not to revoke your applications.

Take a while to think about this and don't bother to reply and argue any points as your words do not carry a high amount of worth with me only your actions do.

So if you want me to start to value what you say again your first action would be to simply regard and do what I suggested above and that is what will begin your path to regaining your reputation within this community.


Regards,
Jack