Im not going to justify any mistakes i have made on this server. The admins know their jobs and ever warn is most likely my fault. i apologize for anything i have done to decrease the quality of play in ZARP and would like the chance to show how trustworthy i can be. As for my gametracker inactivity, my grandfather has gotten a heart attack recently that has measured at 900 troponin (300 is considered severe) and we did not think he would make it so i visited him as much as i could but he is going to make a full recovery so i,m back! The only question i have is how can i earn the respect of any members that i have wronged? thank you for taking the time to read my comment and once again sorry for anything i have done to you or the zarp community.