I completely understand if you do not accept my apology, and i know how could i say those things?. I don't know why i do but i do and i hate myself for saying them. I am banned, you commented on my unban request. Just decline it please.

I completely understand if you do not accept my apology, and i know how could i say those things?. I don't know why i do but i do and i hate myself for saying them. I am banned, you commented on my unban request. Just decline it please.