Why I should be chosen (longer answer expected here - at least 150 words).

Well, i once also made a application for mod. Because this is my favorite server, of my favorite game,<strong> and i was LITERALLY CRYING FOR ABOUT 2 DAYS</strong>. Sorry, i still got that in my head. I had my downs and lows, my ups and heights, but since i didn't get the position as mod, i quit ZARP for about 5 months.I also did not just quit ZARP, but GMod as a whole. <strong>I was heart-broken. That was my lowest of all lows, and the most down of all downs, then when i finally came to my senses</strong>, i rejoined ZARP, and GMod, and i missed out on a lot of fun on my favorite Server. <strong>(Sorry, i cried a bit... im serious.)</strong> So, when i joined, i learnt of a whole lot of new rules, but i would really love if i would get the Mod, because i learnt all the new rules, and if i get the place of moderator, i would: Be so happy because it would be my first time as a respected person on a server, and people would respect my authoritay <strong>*South Park Reference*</strong>, Be so happy because people would respect me on my favorite server, and just i would... wow, sorry, <strong>so much emotions going through me...</strong> I just want to make my favorite server a better place for others, and for me, <strong>i couldn't believe getting rejected yet again, i would be heart-broken. I hope the admins and mod's enjoyed my applciation, Scorpion/Dragon signing out.</strong>

The bold words/letters are nothing to do with why you should be chosen, it's something to do with your personal live thus it won't help you in anything. Even with the bold bits removed it is 180 words, so totally fine. I would still suggest you to re-write the last 'Why I should Be Chosen' part.