Okay I really do appreciate you're feedback on this. Just to clarify I was on the side walk for much of this CDM, although unfortunately i do not have proof of this. I think Grudges are held by admins who make life difficult those those on the back end of the grudge. I feel victimised as I am a player who abides by the rules and encourages others to do so. This is what angered me about being banned. I just feel that if I was an admin I would take far more of a back seat in the playing of the game, and approach issues from a third person view where I could observe both sides, and yes admittedly many admins do this. The admin in particular that seems to 'pick' on me is Beck Smith. Ruining my fun and warning me before he has heard the full story seems to be his favoured approach. Its childish, people seem to like ruining peoples gaming fun, possibly due to an inadequacies felt in the real world. Yeah maby that's a harsh analysis but it seam so to me.

I do really appreciate the depth to which you have looked into my complaint. What would be the official rout of complaint? As a player who loyally plays on ZARP and advocates the server I feel I am treated like a troll or something. I don't want to be the 'victim' but this happens to a lot of people on servers but people seem to lack the courage to point out the mis-conduct of admins. Its not appropriate for an admin to mass CDM and then find loopholes in the rules in order to make it acceptable. What message does that send to other players? The fact that today I was thinking about purchasing VIP but now am I feel demonetised by the sever and will certainly not be doing so says a lot about the customer experience on Zarp Dark RP. I love the server and will continue playing but lets say I am left with a bitter taste. Thanks for you're time.

Regards, Bob Marley

Okay I really do appreciate you're feedback on this. Just to clarify I was on the side walk for much of this CDM, although unfortunately i do not have proof of this. I think Grudges are held by admins who make life difficult those those on the back end of the grudge. I feel victimised as I am a player who abides by the rules and encourages others to do so. This is what angered me about being banned. I just feel that if I was an admin I would take far more of a back seat in the playing of the game, and approach issues from a third person view where I could observe both sides, and yes admittedly many admins do this. The admin in particular that seems to 'pick' on me is Beck Smith. Ruining my fun and warning me before he has heard the full story seems to be his favoured approach. Its childish, people seem to like ruining peoples gaming fun, possibly due to an inadequacies felt in the real world. Yeah maby that's a harsh analysis but it seam so to me. I do really appreciate the depth to which you have looked into my complaint. What would be the official rout of complaint? As a player who loyally plays on ZARP and advocates the server I feel I am treated like a troll or something. I don't want to be the 'victim' but this happens to a lot of people on servers but people seem to lack the courage to point out the mis-conduct of admins. Its not appropriate for an admin to mass CDM and then find loopholes in the rules in order to make it acceptable. What message does that send to other players? The fact that today I was thinking about purchasing VIP but now am I feel demonetised by the sever and will certainly not be doing so says a lot about the customer experience on Zarp Dark RP. I love the server and will continue playing but lets say I am left with a bitter taste. Thanks for you're time. Regards, Bob Marley