Thanks everyone for your positive remarks, I would really love to get back into place as staff in the server. I hope that everyone has a good night on the server despite the crashes.
Being there for you server requires Commitment, Courage and Dedication. Everyone person can provide it with a little bit of help. Leaders should lead and help people who stray of the path and then performance can be upped 10x ...
Have a good night

and enjoy
(If your getting stressed or beginning to get angry ALWAYS take a BREAK!)