Ah, very surprised to see this come up!
All I know about you so far is that you continuously whine to the moderators and admins, rule break time to time and tend to take some situations way too seriously for your own good.
To be honest, I actually think you're a rather nice person, I just don't think you're ready for the responsibility of the job just yet.
Sometimes I see that someone is calling on chat " ADMIN I NEED HELP! " and I know that all administration is now busy, because being Admin on big server like on ZARP isn't easy !
About that.. That's usually you typing that in all capitals in the admin chat. I've often found you spamming us asking for assistance, while we try to tell you to patiently wait your turn.
I can see you improving yourself in the future, which is what I'm going to watch out for.
-Support for now, until I see proper improvement when it comes to your behavior.