I'm sad to see that instead of quelling some of the concerns we had with you by applying for moderator first and building trust, instead you decided to go MIA, afk mine for a week only to come back and reapply with no change.
I'd still feel much more comfortable with you going for a moderator position first to prove that you are infact stable enough to be an admin.
Also judging by your reply you still can not take criticism.