Name - EthanTheRapGTAVMLPNYCLover2004
STEAM-ID - STEAM_0:1:179345279
Admins Name - Mix3rz
Reason - Putting the n word in the skybox and lying about it.
Server - SSRP
Time - Permanent
Story - Me and kryptic (now unbanned) were on the server and we very foolishly made these giant n words in the skybox. Now let me tell you these things were MASSIVE, as long as you were outside no matter where you looked all you could see was racial slurs. Now, as we were doing this there just so happened to be an admin connecting at the same time and the first thing he saw when he connected is what I can only guess to be one of our many huge n words in the sky. As he had just connected he had no logs of who spawned them, and we immediately removed them to prevent him from seeing the owner of the props. He then contacted Mr. Nator and he and Mix3rz joined and I got interrogated by mix3rz and kryptic by xnator. They knew it was us who spawned them from the start but they tried to get a confession anyways. I denied it and spawned all of my dupes (except the massive n word dupe) at mix3rz request but as he already knew it was me who did it, he banned me and added lying to the reason as well.
Proof - nope
Extra Information - I am very sorry to TheXnator and Mix3rz for having to waste their time checking logs for my incredibly inappropriate actions. Furthermore, I am disgusted at myself and extremely sorry to anyone that may have had emotional damage caused by me putting the n word in the sky. I foolishly and selfishly put the desire to do something that I at the time felt was funny before even considering what a BIPOC might have felt when they saw that racial slur in the sky. I am ashamed to say that, at the time I probably would have chosen to put the slur in the skybox anyways, but not nowadays. I fully recognize and embrace Zarpgaming being a safezone for all gamers, regardless of race, gender, orientation or otherwise. I see how someone that saw the skybox might feel otherwise and leave the server, pushing zarp further down the rankings. This upcoming Saturday is me and Dennis' 2 month anniversary. For you all that don't know, Dennis moved into my neighborhood just a few months ago and he and his family are black, in fact they are the first black family in the neighborhood in the 30 years its been around. I at first, like many other people felt negatively towards this (one family even moved) but after getting to know the guy I couldn't imagine life without him. Big fella Denny is the best thing that's ever happened to me and I can tell you first hand how much it hurts him to hear what the neighborhood thinks of him. Ludicrous statements such as "The property values are going down" and things like his family getting the police called on them for "possible burglary" hurt him so much and I cannot imagine causing this pain on someone who just wishes to have fun on zarpgaming. Once again, I would like to deeply apologize to anyone who may have felt demeaned, dehumanized, or just plain disrespected by me and I can promise it won't happen again. I've only got love for you all no hate <3
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