Nogtog wrote:
I'm not going crazy on him just because this negative support. I'm just giving my final comment on something he was pushing yesterday on discord in Darkrp-one, after i asked him multiple times to stop.

Yeah about the other things, about my traits, Yeah I have these traits but that is me, currently I haven't done things wrong in the Staffing, apart from like one thing when I was moderator. I learn easy from mistakes and sadly I can't get over these 2 Issues. Due to its being part of Me. I'm not getting this in a disrespectful way neither. I get your thoughts but how i see it in my eyes is that I think i wouldn't really fuck up in staffing itself. Forgetting rules is not really a huge thing neither, its just I'm not capable of remembering every rule in every slight little detail.

EDIT
If I was going out og my way to disrespect him it would be super intensive, I've got my cool, I'm currently just walking after the facts. I May look like a horrible person in general right now, I really don't care how people have a view of me, but I always encounter enough toxicity, I've learned to handle with it.. Currently I'm calmly behind my PC Talking about my oppinion after Jam discussed something in DarkRP-one.
I'm having a comment on Jam due to what happend Yesterday.

Look just because I look like a "post farming" and "snowflake guy who warns people for every word" Doesn't mean I'm a horrbile person. I'm trying to do the best for everyone right now, getting a unnecassary comment under a "Report Abuse" Just because I supported it is also not needed then

[quote="Nogtog" post=1338590][quote="xDutchCat" post=1338190] I’m a very insecure guy who is scared to do things wrong, I basically don’t want to screw up situation. Due to my form of Autism and ADHD I tend to do things or say things without really thinking. It’s not really severe but it is a thing I’m always working on. My insecurity also messes with my head as in that sometimes I “forget” a server rule but I always ask if it is allowed to do something or I always check the ZARP SSRP Rules. I’m a guy you can talk to if you need me, I’m a very chaotic person in my head but I’m always “neat” in solving things and helping people. I can place myself a lot in a lot of peoples situations which makes it “easier” to help them [/quote] Look i know this is really harsh and i believe PZ mentioned this on your last app but if you have all these traits right now, you're probably not going to be a good SA. I'm not saying that in a disrespectful way or saying you'll be shit but think about it: If you're always scared to do things wrong, say things without thinking and forget rules, are you really suitable for the position. I understand these are due to your autism and ADHD and i'm not making fun of you or anything but the fact of the matter is that they exist. You say you're working on these so wouldn't it be better if you applied again once you knew you were over these issues? Edit: Also you going out of your way to disrespect jam just for giving you a negative support really doesn't show the maturity expected of a lead team member. Edit 2: Like srsly wtf ur going off on him.[/quote] I'm not going crazy on him just because this negative support. I'm just giving my final comment on something he was pushing yesterday on discord in Darkrp-one, after i asked him multiple times to stop. Yeah about the other things, about my traits, Yeah I have these traits but that is me, currently I haven't done things wrong in the Staffing, apart from like one thing when I was moderator. I learn easy from mistakes and sadly I can't get over these 2 Issues. Due to its being part of Me. I'm not getting this in a disrespectful way neither. I get your thoughts but how i see it in my eyes is that I think i wouldn't really fuck up in staffing itself. Forgetting rules is not really a huge thing neither, its just I'm not capable of remembering every rule in every slight little detail. EDIT [quote] Edit: Also you going out of your way to disrespect jam just for giving you a negative support really doesn't show the maturity expected of a lead team member. [/quote] If I was going out og my way to disrespect him it would be super intensive, I've got my cool, I'm currently just walking after the facts. I May look like a horrible person in general right now, I really don't care how people have a view of me, but I always encounter enough toxicity, I've learned to handle with it.. Currently I'm calmly behind my PC Talking about my oppinion after Jam discussed something in DarkRP-one. I'm having a comment on Jam due to what happend Yesterday. Look just because I look like a "post farming" and "snowflake guy who warns people for every word" Doesn't mean I'm a horrbile person. I'm trying to do the best for everyone right now, getting a unnecassary comment under a "Report Abuse" Just because I supported it is also not needed then