I mean that's what happens when a staff team is basically made from scratch. I was a fucking awful admin myself and the biggest reason for that was that i never received proper training for mod or admin because there were no lead team members to give it out. After that, deathrun steadily got more popular because the revine crew came back and suddenly there was another group of friends all playing deathrun and then after that it kept going. Everyone that played would talk to each other and that moved onto private teamspeak channels which inevitably meant that users would be alienated. Sadly, this hasn't gotten any better and the staff team is now essentially one big group of friends where everyone communicates with each other privately. Was fun to be in but must suck for someone who isn't a part of it. When people break rules, it gets talked about privately and that's where things like grudges form and now you have a state where people get verbally warned for swearing in chat because some staff members don't like being called that and take it personally rather than viewing it as nothing more than a message.