I would honestly prefer to see you applying for moderator first and would be happy to accept you as a moderator to regain your trust that you've lost and it would be a better way into getting admin and I also highly advise you going for the moderator rank instead.

I would honestly prefer to see you applying for moderator first and would be happy to accept you as a moderator to regain your trust that you've lost and it would be a better way into getting admin and I also highly advise you going for the moderator rank instead.