From what I've seen you have shown to be immature at times, mainly outside of zarp but since we can't really take that into account let's look at how you are on zarp servers: when you got TTT mod you had to be retrained several times but I don't know how long ago that was so I cant really judge purely on that, on SSRP you recently got a hacking punishment which shows you can't really be trusted, you said you weren't hacking but to my knowledge you havent tried to appeal it which raises some doubts, you have also been stealing peoples names and not giving them back which even thought it technically isn't against the rule you are clearly testing the boundaries and I frequently see punishment requests on you on the forums which shows you like to break rules when there aren't any staff on. Your behaviour on SSRP really needs some work if you want a staff rank in zarp so it's a from me
Edit: skript has told me the full story on discord but untill someone can prove what he said il say